I had felt that nudge, that tugging on my gut before. The nudge that is commonly referred to as a call from God. I was going to push it aside again, like I had before. It just wasn’t the right time. I was doing well in my current career, maybe I was just hungry. But this time, that tugging didn’t go away. I was compelled to dig in and see what was possible to make this “plan of God’s” happen. After I had given it a lot of thought, gone through the pros and cons, prayed on it over and over, I “told God” I would be ready for this in about a year, but I couldn’t see how that was going to work out in “my plans” of what I wanted to do. I got anxious. I didn’t know how to make what I thought I should do really happen. I got impatient. That tugging was there, but I was becoming unsure.